Im sitting at the computer sporting my "a mohe" look and feeling all sad and angry at the same time. Since coming to Guam, we've made some friends and because of them being here is that much better. This past weekend, we found out that a family we are REALLY good friends with may be leaving Guam. Im mad because of the circumstance that brings them to the possiblity of leaving. Im especially mad at the guy behind all this and his unethical behavior. I don't know the guy personally but lets just say he is a freakin' idiot!! I know you shouldn't judge people, especially people you don't know but I know and trust enough people who know him and they basically feel the same way I do about this man...idiot...whatever he is.
Now to the sad part. Im sad because they are actually our first family friends here in Guam. We just all get along and so do our kids...their son has no choice but to play with my girls because Eva just muscles him into being their playmate regardless if he likes it or not. Im sad because in a sense their being down the street from me was like my "security blanket." Knowing they were there made me feel like I wasn't so far away from my family. Thats a big deal for me because anybody who knows me knows that my family is everything to me.
I've been here since August and we have done a few things with our friends down the street so we've got some good memories with them. However, had I known that we possibly wouldn't be here together, for very long I would have taken more pictures, had more outings together and just hung out more. Well, I guess the only thing left is to take pictures and hang out while there is still time. And as for the anger I feel about the guy in the first paragraph...all I can say is to quote Eva's favorite phrase "what the heck?"